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AUDITING SESSION: PRELIMINARY STEPS OF R3R, PART I

AUDITING SESSION: PRELIMINARY STEPS OF R3R, PART II

An auditing demonstration given on 10 July 1963An auditing demonstration given on 10 July 1963

LRH: Okay, July 10, 1963. All right, honey. Okay. Your chair’s a little aslope – bring that arm up a little bit, would you? Thank you. Now, the room all right?

LRH: Okay, the session is resumed. All right.

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Hm-mm.

LRH: Okay. Is it all right with you if I have a recorder running here?

LRH: Anything you care to say about these levels or this situation?

PC: Yeah.

PC: No. Uh-uh. Not at the moment.

LRH: Is it?

LRH: You’re protesting this, you told me.

PC: Mm.

PC: Yes, I think it’s staying in because I can’t remember what it was we assessed out on „dislike“ on the 3D Criss Cross line. I keep racking my brains and I can’t think of it. I remember the list…

LRH: Doesn’t bother you?

LRH: Did you ever null it?

PC: No.

PC: Yes, I think we did. We got something off of it.

LRH: Not making any electrical squeak or anything?

LRH: Hm. All right. Now let’s check these two levels, again, huh?

PC: No.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: You can hear it?

LRH: All right, in this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. Now, on not communicated, has anything been suppressed?

PC: It’s making a hiss, but it isn’t squeaking.

PC: Yes, I thought when we were on it, I thought well, this one will probably go out. And uh – that will be that. I’m not plugging for it, either way, you know.

LRH: That upsetting to you?

LRH: Hm-mm.

PC: No.

PC: But I thought, well that will probably go out, you know. I always end up protesting the level.

LRH: Sure?

LRH: All right. On not communicated, anything been suppressed? All right. On not communicated, has anything been invalidated? All right. On this assessment, has anything been invalidated? All right, has anything been protested? Yes?

PC: Yeah, it’s all right!

PC: The level.

LRH: Huh?

LRH: All right. On this assessment, has anything been protested?

PC: It’s all right.

PC: Just protested having to do mid ruds when the needle was dirty and when some of the items were staying in. And I hope that some of the items just didn’t go out because I sort of went on a suppress to get a clean needle.

LRH: All right. All right, put your hands in your lap. Squeeze the cans. Thank you. Havingness is up pretty good.

LRH: All right. On this assessment, has anything been protested? All right, on this assessment, has anything been invalidated? On this assessment, is there anything you have been anxious about? All right. On this assessment, has a mistake been made? On this assessment, has anything been decided? All right.

Tone arm’s here at 4.75.

All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. Didn’t read. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? Disliked? What’s that dislike tick?

Now, what we’re going to do in this session is the preliminary assessment, R3R, and we’re going to find a level here, if we can.

PC: It always restimulates – well, well – what was that thing that we assessed out? You know? I’ve done a „dislike“ list and I already have it, you know?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Hm-mm. All right.

LRH: And start to list if we find a level. Okay?

PC: I remember I had all sorts of murderers and criminals and thieves and crooks and you know?

PC: Mm. All right.

LRH: Hm.

LRH: Anything wrong with that?

PC: Soldiers…

PC: No that’s all right. It’s all right!

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you – what have you mainly disliked? Just as a question. Well, it would list, because the question reads!

LRH: Not upsetting you in any way?

PC: Oh!

PC: No!

LRH: But you told me you were out of luck. You haven’t mentioned that and that you were out of luck, that you always get a level that you don’t care anything about, so forth.

LRH: All right, very good. I have the listing ARC break sheet here, so forth.

PC: Hm.

PC: All right.

LRH: You still feel that way? You still feel apathetic about this?

LRH: All right, let’s hope we find an interesting level. Okay. Is it all right with you if I begin this session now?

PC: Uh…

PC: Yes.

LRH: Yes, what’s that?

LRH: Okay. Start of session. Has the session started for you?

PC: Well, I must say, dislike is a sort of a mild, pasty emotion. You know. I mean, it sort of just – my antipathies are not strong, so I can’t sort of – you know, it’s sort of a bland distaste, more or less.

PC: Yes.

LRH: Hm.

LRH: Very good. What goals would you like to set for this session?

PC: And so, I sort of can imagine something – some very weak watered chain – being run on this. Except perhaps on the track, I might have expressed my dislike more violently. But uh – just thinking of the chain, that’s all, you know.

PC: To have a good session.

LRH: Mm. All right. In this lifetimelifetime, reading an awful lotin this lifetime, what have you mainly disliked?

LRH: All right.

What have you mainly disliked? All right. In this lifetime, what have you mainly not liked? What have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, what have you mainly disliked? All right, there are neither of them reading now, anything wrong? What’s the matter?

PC: To find an interesting level. To have the nulling go easily. Get over this ARC break uh – sore throat!

PC: Nothing.

LRH: To get over this ARC break?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, what have you mainly disliked? All right. In this lifetime, what have you mainly not liked? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? All right. Neither of them reading. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. On not communicated, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

PC: Yes, I just said it. I meant sore throat.

PC: Oh, I was wondering a little bit what the question would be, in this lifetime, what have you not communicated, I guess.

LRH: You got a sore throat?

LRH: Mm. Mm. In this lifetimeon this level, not communicated, has anything been suppressed? Yes? There.

PC: Yes.

PC: Rudiments.

LRH: I’m sorry – to get over this sore throat.

LRH: All right. On this level has anything been suppressed? Yes?

PC: Mm-hm. It’s interesting. I don’t have an ARC break.

PC: I always have the fear that when the mid ruds are dragged out, that’s going to knock out a level, you know.

LRH: All right. All right, how is that?

LRH: Hm.

PC: That’s all right.

PC: A bit.

LRH: Okay. Now, we’ll put in our „since“ mid ruds.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Communication, I suppose.

LRH: All right. Now, when was the last time I audited you?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right, on this level has anything been suppressed? Yes? We’ve left suppressed hot on it before, so we might as well clean it up.

PC: Monday night.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been suppressed?

LRH: I told you it was a kind of a suppressed if you…

PC: Concern about um – Janie.

PC: Communicating. Communication tends to run one’s havingness down. Knowing that is a factor, and I do know that times when I have communicated, sometimes I will feel, you know, exhausted from having done so.

LRH: Okay.

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: That’s about all – um, sore throat.

PC: Um, I don’t particularly like writing letters, I’ve suppressed writing letters…

LRH: All right.

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: Um – that’s about all.

PC: And I’m always in a continual state of feeling guilty because I haven’t written my mother or my family or my – you know.

LRH: All right. I’ll check that on the meter. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been suppressed? All right, I didn’t get a specific read there. All right. Since the last time I audited you, is there anything you’ve been careful of?

LRH: Mm.

PC: No.

PC: Or my friends, for that matter!

LRH: All right, I’ll check that on the meter. Since the last time I audited you, is there anything you’ve been careful of? All right. Doesn’t read. Since the last time I audited you, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal?

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

PC: No. I don’t think so.

PC: Well, I just was thinking, I’ve lost contact with a lot of my – a lot of friends I – I knew, you know, at the university, and around and about. Mainly through my own noncommunication.

LRH: All right. I’ll check that on the meter. Since the last time I audited you, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? I’ve got a disturbed needle here. Yeah, what’s that?

LRH: Yeah, all right.

PC: Well, I thought um – I failed to reveal that I didn’t want the children taking Cokes from the front refrigerator.

PC: And they simply got tired of writing, or something, and getting no – no answer.

LRH: Front? You mean Winter Garden?

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Tick.

PC: Winter Garden refrigerator.

PC: Well, sometimes in an auditing session, I suppress, uh – communicating, trying to find out what’s happening. I don’t understand what’s going on. But I feel that uh – if I do, simply say well, you know, look, um – I don’t dig this, I’ll put the – take the pc’s attention off of his case and put it on the auditor, you see. So I’ll sort of – won’t step in when I myself get confused about something, you know?

LRH: All right. Very good. All right. Since the last time I audited you, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? All right, I didn’t get a specific read on that. Okay?

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: As long as the pc is not confused, you see, I won’t sort of step in and unconfuse myself.

LRH: All right. Put this on the meter now. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been invalidated? All right, I didn’t get a read. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been suggested? Yes, there’s a suggestion.

LRH: All right, very good. Now on the level „not communicated,“ has anything been suppressed? Oh, yes. This thing has now dev – it’s now developed tone arm action and read.

PC: Well I suggested that – um, 3N, at – you know – an implant run, gets more gain and benefit to a pc than an engram run.

PC: It has?

LRH: Hm – mm.

LRH: There.

PC: Hm.

PC: Well, I don’t communicate about things that I feel are – are possibly embarrassing to other people.

LRH: All right. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been suggested? Seems to be still something here.

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: Oh, that we uh – put a new lineup in the X Unit. Yeah.

PC: In other words like um – you know, sort of chiefly on the basis of the fact as the – uh – you know, like you have a box of candy and you walk into the room and the maid has just finished stuffing two of your pieces of candy down her throat, you see. Well, I prefer not to notice or communicate about the fact that she has, you know, has my candy box in her hands and sort of chocolate dribbling out of the corners of her mouth. I sort of, well, totally not-is it, because I – I feel that she will feel dreadfully embarrassed if I say, you know.

LRH: All right. Don’t quite see how…

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: Well, the new lineup of procedure – of auditing – in the X Unit. You sent it on through on a note for them, you know, saying this sounded good for X1. It was the suggestion that uh – that all the missed withholds be listed down and then cleaned up one by one. This was from – this was suggested by Pesco to you and you said this sounded like a good thing for X1, it was…

PC: ... you know, if you want some of – some candy, why don’t you ask for it, or something like that. You know it’s sort of – sort of like uh – I think uh – I can walk into a room where someone has just stabbed someone, you see, and the knife is dripping blood, and I will sort of, in order not to embarrass the murderer, I’ll sort of – I will just sort of not-is the whole thing and ask him the – the time of day, you know.

LRH: Uh – huh.

LRH: Well, all right, very good.

PC: … you sent it on to Reg and then Reg sent it on to Herbie and then Herbie sent it on to me.

PC: I sort of don’t like to make people guilty.

LRH: Oh, I see! All right, very good. I remember now.

LRH: All right. On the level “not comunicated”, has anything been suppressed? Seems to be clean now. All right. On this level, has anything been protested?

PC: Hm.

PC: No. That it went out.

LRH: Sorry. All right, since the last time I audited you, has anything been suggested. You protesting the question?

LRH: All right. On the level „not communicated,“ has anything been protested? Seems to be another protest.

PC: Hm!

PC: That the other level was in.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: All right. On the level „not communicated,“ has anything been protested? All right. Has anything been decided? All right. Very good. Is there anything you have been anxious about? All right, very good. Let me ask the question now. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right, any question about this? You wondering if it’s in?

PC: Yes.

PC: Yeah, I’m wondering if it’s in or out, or what.

LRH: All right. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been suggested? There seems to be another suggestion here.

LRH: All right, in this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? Well, that’s in. We didn’t clean all the suppress off of it.

PC: Oh, I’ve suggested that I would like to find an interesting level and I thought about different levels that I thought might be interesting.

PC: Oh.

LRH: Oh!

LRH: I noticed that. But I wasn’t going to harass you – early. Now, let’s take a look at this other level.

PC: Hm.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right, thank you!

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? All right, no reaction. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Have you mainly not liked? All right. Now on this level has anything been protested?

PC: Hm.

PC: I suppose I’ve protested things I haven’t liked. You know. Uh, I don’t like the behavior – I don’t really not like people, but I don’t like sometimes their behavior. And there’s a lot of food as a child I didn’t like. And I protested things I haven’t liked. I haven’t particularly liked the government or governments. And I’ve protested things I’ve disliked about them. And I dislike some peoples reality – hum!

LRH: All right! Okay. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been suggested?

LRH: All right. On this level „not liked,“ has anything been protested?

PC: I think I’m protesting the question. It never reads. I don’t know why it’s reading.

PC: Oh, I suddenly remembered another thing is I dislike some kind of certain beingnesses, you know, you know – that people assume, like murderers and criminals and thieves and – and robbers and that sort of thing.

LRH: All right. Okay, very good. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been suggested? I’m afraid there is a suggestion here. There. There.

LRH: Mm. All right. On this level has anything been protested? Think of anything else?

PC: I just was wondering, is it something I suggested or something someone else suggested? You know?

PC: Mm-mm.

LRH: Hm! What’s that? That.

LRH: On this level, is there anything you’ve been anxious about? On this level, has there anything been invalidated? On this level has anything been suggested? On this level is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? All right. On this level is there anything you have been careful of? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

PC: I suggested that – um – that – um – that I get off that withhold to you prior to the session, because it didn’t sort of involve me, except my reaction to someone else.

PC: Oh, I am suppressing sort of thinking of things I’m not – I’ve not liked, in order to sort of clean the – the rudiments on it, you know. Um

LRH: All right, very good. That’s what had your TA high here. That’s what had this high. Okay. All right. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been suggested? And that’s smooth. Very good. And your needle cleaned up and you dropped half a tone on the tone arm. Okay?

LRH: What’s that?

PC: Good.

PC: Well, I suddenly thought of another sort of thing is, that uh – certain types of books and literature and things I’ve not liked. And I’ve not liked certain causes, you know.

LRH: Since the last time I audited you, has a mistake been made? Did you think of a mistake?

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: No.

PC: And at times I’ve deliberately decided to not like some things so that I could sort of – um – you know, have something to not like! I sort of decided well, simply gotten up in the morning and suddenly decided, well, today I’m going to um – not like um – something or another, you know.

LRH: Let me check that again. Since the last time I audited you, has a mistake been made? All right, that’s clean. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been protested? Did you think of something? It was a latent read.

LRH: Hm.

PC: No, I didn’t think of anything.

PC: Hm! And um – particularly on the subject of food. I used to, uh – I used to – to go into, certain, sort of fits and starts on that. At one time I had the – all – practically all of the food, various kinds of food were all in the category of „not liked,“ and we were – I was totally down to ice cream. Then I ate nothing but ice cream for about – you know, half a year or something and didn’t eat anything else but ice cream.

LRH: All right, very good. Check it again. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been protested? And that is clean. Do you agree that’s clean?

LRH: Well, all right. On this level „not liked,“ has anything been suppressed? Think of anything else? I haven’t got a read here.

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Uh-uh.

LRH: All right, very good. Since the last time I audited you, is there anything you’ve been anxious about? I got a bit of a slow.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right, that level’s not now reading. On „not liked,“ has anything been suppressed? All right, I’ve got no reads there. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right, on this levelon this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

PC: We’ll about that – trying to get that date, last night, in the session.

PC: Yes, well, while I was doing this level I sort of got interested in not liked. I sort of felt, oh! You know? I guess there are a lot of interesting things I’ve not liked, you know? And uh – I had decided – deliberately decided to not like. And I sort of found myself getting interested in it. You know, I sort of get interested in one and then the other. It’s sort of a – you know.

LRH: All right.

LRH: All right, very good.

PC: I gave you…

PC: I’m afraid the E-Meter will have to make the choice! You start getting the rudiments in, you’ve persuaded me of the interesting qualities of both of them!

LRH: All right. Since the last time I audited you, is there anything you’ve been anxious about? All right, that seemed okay. And since the last time I audited you, has anything been decided? Yes.

LRH: All right. On „not communicated,“ has anything been suppressed? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. On this level, has anything been protested? Yes?

PC: Well, I decided to – um – get some of the paperwork done before the session tonight.

PC: Well, I have protested – uh – I remember this, I’ve protested, um – communication being forced upon me when I did not personally want to communicate with someone. You know. And uh – of course, communication being such an important factor in Scientology, why, quite a few Scientologists forget this – what the Code of Honor is, you know – one can communicate with whom one wishes to communicate. And so they go into a factor of, well, you’ve got to communicate, you know. And uh – sort of overwhelming one’s power of choice.

LRH: All right. Very good. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been decided? I’m – see another read here.

LRH: Yeah, all right. Very good. On this item, has anything been protested? All right, in this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. On this item, has anything been suppressed? All right, think of a trifle? Something been suppressed?

PC: I decided to get Janie and Mrs. Milchert some auditing.

PC: I just had the thought that I – sometimes I failed to not communicate. You see? You know?

LRH: All right. Since the last time I audited you, has anything been decided? All right, that didn’t read. Okay, very good. Do you agree that’s clean?

LRH: All right.

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Like I’ve decided that I’m going to – I used to decide that I was going to uh – go home and stud you see. And I was going to – I was going to the library or something like that and – uh – to do my work or something like that, and on the way to the library, why, I would meet some friends and that would be the end of that and I never would arrive at the library and never would get my homework done or something like that, you see?

LRH: All right. Now let’s check something here. All right. Have I missed a withhold on you? What did you think of ?

LRH: Hm.

PC: Well – uh – the only thing I thought of there is that it wasn’t the children taking Coca – Colas from the Winter Garden, it was the children taking Coca – Colas out to other people from the Winter Garden, you see, that I didn’t – that I was objecting to.

PC: Hm.

LRH: Oh, I see. All right. Okay. Have I missed a withhold on you?

LRH: Well, all right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. On this item, has anything been suppressed? Yes, this is another suppression.

PC: Well, I’d like to – certainly like to get this head and throat cleaned up. You know? I don’t like the – um – aches around in my head and my sore throat, you know.

PC: Oh, I’m getting worried, we – well, my two items both going out on me.

LRH: Hm.

LRH: Hm.

PC: Fixed up. That’s about all I can think of.

PC: You know? And I thought, oh dear, it’s all like – like, you know, you get a bit of understanding of the le – of the level and you begin to sort of look at it and it goes! Which is unfortunate.

LRH: All right, very good. Have I missed a withhold on you? I don’t get anything reading. Tone arm went up kind of high here. You upset about anything?

LRH: Well, all right.

PC: No, just sort of waiting, till the body of the session.

PC: I don’t want them to disappear, you see.

LRH: Well, all right. Very good. Now, uh – okay. Now, we abandoned a chain on you. What about that chain? Is that what your sore throat is?

LRH: Oh!

PC: I don’t know.

PC: I want something to read, so I can get a chain on something, so I can be run on engrams.

LRH: Any consequences here on this?

LRH: All right. On „not communicated,“ has anything been suppressed? Okay. Didn’t read. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? In this session, has anything been suppressed? You’re suppressing something on it. Has anything not been suppressed? What’s the matter?

PC: I don’t think so.

PC: Nothing. I can’t think of anything that’s not been suppressed.

LRH: You don’t think so? All right, we had a nice clean needle for a while and then it roughed up. Have I asked you questions that you protested?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? On this level, has anything been suppressed? All right. That’s out. In this lifetime, what have you mainly not liked? What have you mainly not liked?

PC: No, just was surprised that you asked a withhold question after the rudiments, you know. That’s understandable, but I just was a bit surprised.

PC: I had a thought – uh – I had a thought about um – felt bad. I felt bad on „felt bad,“ and suppressed telling you I felt bad on „felt bad,“ and just the thought came up.

LRH: Okay. All right, thank you. Anything else? Uh, your needle’s nice and clean now. Okay. Now, let’s carry on with the Routine R3R assessment, shall we?

LRH: Is that so?

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Hm!

LRH: Let’s see what we can do about this and see if we can get you a level.

LRH: All right. All right. Let me read this again. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Have you mainly not liked? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? On this level, has anything been protested? On this level, is there anything you have failed to reveal? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Well that is ghostily in.

This is an interjected note to whoever is listening to this tape. This, of course, was just an ordinary, run – of – the – mill session. This session is not done for demonstration purposes. A few small errors creep into it one way or the other. It’s a rather tough session. It’s pretty tough and go – touch – and – go, and the – you cannot, of course, see the pc’s meter, as you’re listening to this on just a tape. But the facts of the case are that you can follow this fairly closely, as to what the meter is doing.

PC: Hm!

The reads throughout this right down to the end, and just before the end, continue as very, very small reads – rather hard to follow, which you’ll see, that the rudiments are gotten in every time the thing dirtied up. Every time the needle dirtied up, why, it was cleaned up. In other words, the assessment was done on a thoroughly clean needle. The needle was throughout very nice, smooth, sweeping clean. And no attempt was made at any time here to do it on a dirty needle.

LRH: What’s the matter? It’s had an alter-is, and it’s had a this and it’s had a that and it’s had a lot of other things.

And occasionally you can hear paper rattle there, as the assessment sheet is handed over to the pc on two or three occasions, to see if she’s had any thoughts about these levels, as the sheet given to her, of course, might refresh her mind.

PC: Hm!

The breath which you hear in this is due to the quality of the microphone more than anything else. It just happens to be well tuned to breath and it’s a pretty breathy recording.

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Now you’ve got something else going here, what?

This note is interjected just for your interest. You can follow this assessment fairly closely. The TA was high most of the assessment, right up to the point where something interesting happened.

PC: I was just thinking about „felt bad“ a bit.

LRH: Have you mainly suppressed? That’s correct.

LRH: All right. Good. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? No, it’s more than that. All of a sudden this is reading like crazy and it wasn’t before. Did it upset you when „not communicated“ went out?

PC: Hm.

PC: Originally it did.

LRH: In this lifetime – in this lifetime, have you mainly failed to suppress? In this lifetime, have you mainly not suppressed? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly invalidated? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to invalidate? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not invalidated? Okay.

LRH: What?

In this lifetime, have you mainly been careful? You had a thought there, what was it?

PC: Originally it did. Doesn’t anymore.

PC: Not particularly, I thought.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? It’s reading.

LRH: All right, thank you.

PC: I’m suppressing „felt bad,“ you know.

In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be careful? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been careful? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been careful? What did you think there?

LRH: Hm?

PC: Perhaps I could have been more cautious, I thought, or more careful, in this lifetime.

PC: I’m – keep suppressing „felt bad.“

LRH: All right. Good. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been careful? All right.

LRH: Yeah. As you were going down this column, you know, you had an arm somatic.

In this lifetime, have you mainly suggested? All right, what thoughts did you have on that?

PC: Hm.

PC: No, I thought.

LRH: Remember? Right in this area.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to suggest? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not suggested?

PC: No, it was much earlier when my arm somatic turned on.

Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not – have you mainly withheld? Okay. Sorry for the stumble. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to withhold? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not withheld? Okay.

LRH: Huh?

In this lifetime, have you mainly protested? All right, what was your thought there?

PC: It was much earlier when my arm somatic turned on.

PC: I thought that that was someone else’s level. I always think of these levels as someone else’s, you know. That’s the first one you’ve hit that I’ve known was someone else’s level, you know. Like…

LRH: Much earlier?

LRH: Oh!

PC: It was earlier than this.

PC: … that’s Joe’s level or Pete’s level or something like that.

LRH: Well, I marked this column when you told me.

LRH: Oh! Oh, all right. Okay. Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly protested? In this lifetime, have you mainly protested? Anything else on that?

PC: Hm.

PC: No.

LRH: All right. Felt bad. Felt bad. Well, that sure bangs! Felt bad. Felt bad. On this item has anything been suppressed?

LRH: All right, it’s in. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to protest? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not protested? Okay.

PC: Yes! When the – when you first hit it. You know, I was just suddenly thinking, you know, what I – what came up there is the pc sort of, you know, uh – has an emotional reaction or something like that ‘ you know, mark it carefully and go back over those. And I suddenly reali – remembered that on „felt bad“ I felt tremendously bad! And I forgot to say anything about it. But I had a sort of a gloominess come over me, you know?

In this lifetime, have you mainly hidden? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to hide? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not hidden? All right. Well, any thought on that?

LRH: Hm-hm.

PC: Just thought those were all amusing.

PC: On „Felt bad.“

LRH: All right. Any other thoughts that you’ve got there?

LRH: Well, it was one of the last ones out, and I’m going to have to shake all of this down here, in a minute.

PC: No, just – like „In this lifetime have you mainly hidden,“ you know. Oh, dear!

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right. Okay. All right.

LRH: All right, very good. On „felt bad,“ has anything been suppressed? Yes? There. There. There.

In this lifetime, have you mainly revealed? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? You got another thought here, what was it?

PC: Well, I feel bad, right now, in the auditing session you know, sore throat, ohhhh, somatics, and so forth.

PC: Well, I thought, why yes, some people would react on hidden, you know. Take a criminal or something like that, he would be hiding from the police, and so forth.

LRH: All right. Felt bad. All right, well our favorites went out. Both of them. They’re gone.

LRH: Hm. Yeah, all right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? Something about that?

PC: Oh!

PC: No.

LRH: And uh – we will now rapidly review the remaining ones that wasstayed in, last out…

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not revealed? Have you mainly not revealed? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly made mistakes?

PC: Hm, hm.

PC: [laughing]

LRH: All right, and the one that stayed in quite a while here… We only had about four that stayed in quite a while.

Accusative, that wouldn’t… See many a pc taking umbrage at that!

PC: Oh yes, okay.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: So, let’s check these rapidly, shall we?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to mistake? I don’t get that at all! Failed to mistake.

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Failed to make mistakes, hm?

LRH: I must have missed something here. In this lifetime – in this lifetime, have you mainly protested? Have you mainly protested? Have you mainly protested? All right, on that level, has anything been suppressed? I didn’t get a read. All right, in this lifetime, have you mainly protested? That’s still out. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? Failed to reveal? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? All right, on this level, has anything been suppressed? Anything been suppressed? Yes, something has been suppressed.

LRH: Hey, that’s – that’s probably right! Maybe that was a typo, huh?

PC: Yes, I thought about uh – Jenny’s goal, you know, “to not be found out.”

PC: Hm!

LRH: All right. On this level „failed to reveal,“ has anything been suppressed? I think there’s another suppression on it.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to make mistakes? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not made mistakes? All right, you had a thought a moment ago, what was it?

PC: Well, it certainly would be one way to clean up all of one’s missed withholds or something or another, or withholds as just the list – that! You know?

PC: Uh, I thought it would be very interesting – somebody you know.

LRH: Hm!

LRH: That’s real…

PC: And list it and list it and list it. That’s all.

PC: That was – I don’t know…

LRH: Very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? On this level has anything been suppressed? In this lifetime, is there anything you have failed to reveal? That is now reading. Or is it „failed“ reading? In this lifetime, is there anything you have failed to reveal? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? On this level, has anything been protested? On this level, has anything been decided? All right. Thought of any answers to that?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly asserted? Flying needle here. In this lifetime, have you mainly asserted? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to assert? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not asserted? In this lifetime, have you mainly not asserted? All right.

PC: No, but I felt a bit sort of uh – of a very dreadful monotony, of some of the things people fail to reveal. Having – uh – and uh – it gets a bit monotonous. They’re mostly only interesting to the person who’s failed to reveal them. And very rarely interesting to someone else.

In this lifetime, have you mainly changed? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to change? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not changed? Okay.

LRH: All right. On this levelon this level has anything been suppressed? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? All right, that’s out. I’m taking notice of the last ones out, here.

In this lifetime, have you mainly damaged? Okay. In this lifetime, have you – that’s an awful accusative one, too, isn’t it…

PC: Hm.

PC: Hm, yes.

LRH: All right, in this lifetimein this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? Now on this level, has anything been suppressed? Do you think of anything?

LRH: … when you get right down to it? All right. Any thought on that you didn’t utter?

PC: Well, it’s uh – at the moment we are using it for my havingness command. Yeah.

PC: No.

LRH: Hm. Yeah. All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes? It’s just dancing around like mad!

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to damage? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not damaged? Have you mainly not damaged? All right. Well, we’ve only had a couple in so far.

PC: I thought you were going to ask the one at the top. And I was surprised that you asked that one.

PC: Hm!

LRH: Oh, I see. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? All right, that banged. What did you have to think about that?

PC: Well, it would have limited answers, I thought.

PC: That this is one of the students’ levels. One student had that level assessed.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: All right.

PC: I would have a limited number of answers.

PC: It was the wrong level.

LRH: All right. On this itemon this item, has anything been suppressed? Yes? Withdrawn? Suppressed?

LRH: Hm?

PC: Oh, I was just thinking that uh – a person would have. to be sort of um – a joiner, you know, in order to be a withdrawer. You know? And the person who is withdrawn, they wouldn’t be – that level wouldn’t read on the person because they – they’re – it would be – they’re so completely withdrawn, they aren’t withdrawn. You know what I mean?

PC: It was the wrong level.

LRH: Well, all right. All right. Very good. All right. On the level withdrawn, has anything been suppressed? I didn’t get a read that time. In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? All right. On this item, has anything been invalidated? On this level, has anything been invalidated? On this level, is there anything you have failed to reveal? All right. On this level „withdrawn,“ has anything been suppressed? You got a suppression?

LRH: Oh, all right. Check it again. In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? Okay, it’s still in. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to withdraw? In this lifetime, have you mainly not withdrawn? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not withdrawn? All right, any thought on that? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not withdrawn? All right, not in.

PC: Yes, it was – as I told you it was found on a student. And they listed on it. And they got „spending money.“ And I told the auditor, said, ‘All right, now we want the first incident – um – involving your withdrawing from spending money.“ And that sort of was the end of that chain. The pc up and had an ARC break. And that was that. So I sort of view that level with sort of a – a cold eye.

In this lifetime, have you mainly convinced? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to convince? You have had a thought now.

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? On this level, has anything been suppressed? All right. That is out.

PC: Had a thought. I noticed that we were in on the – uh – on some of the Prehav level levels, now. You know?

I’m sorry, I’ve missed this one up here. Let me get these two lower ones.

LRH: Hm, hm! In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to convince? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not convinced? Okay. Anything else? All right.

PC: Mm-hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly proven? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to prove? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not proven? Any thought there?

LRH: In this lifetimethis lifetime, have you mainly attacked? On this level, has anything been suppressed? Okay. Out. In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? On this level, has anything been suppressed?

PC: No. There’s not much I haven’t not proven. The only thing I have not proven are all the scientific experiments. I never could get them to work out in the laboratory.

PC: No, not that I can think of.

LRH: Uh – huh.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? On this level, has anything been suppressed? Have you mainly not attacked? Some disagreement with this level?

PC: So you might say I – I failed to prove conclusively all the principles of physics and chemistry.

PC: Uh…

LRH: All right.

LRH: What’s that?

PC: That’s about all I’ve not proved.

PC: Well, that’s just sort of just thinking there, thinking about attack and not – not attack. And uh – sort of my tendency has been not to attack, you know, until provoked to the extreme, and then attack, you see. But um – I wouldn’t say it’s sort of a particular characteristic, but…

LRH: Okay. All right. Let me ask you that again. In this lifetime, have you mainly not proven? Have you mainly not proven? Have you mainly not proven? Nope. Out.

LRH: All right. Very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? Whatwhat elsewhat’s the matter now?

In this lifetime, have you mainly been right? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be right? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been right? What did you think about all that? That’s in.

PC: I was just sort of thinking about – um – that sort of reminds me of – sort of passive resisters and – um – and – um, you know, what are those fellows that won’t fight? Who won’t fight, you know – conscientious objectors, yes.

PC: That’s in? Hm!

LRH: Hm!

LRH: Hm?

PC: I’ve hardly been one of those! That’s all I thought of.

PC: Well, I just remembered, along back there, that one of the students has „failed to be right“ as their level. You know? And so I sort of perked up my ears on it. That’s all.

LRH: All right, very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? All right.

LRH: Oh, all right. Very good, thank you. In this lifetime, have you mainly not… What’s that?

In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? On this level, has anything been suppressed? All right, that’s out.

PC: I don’t know. I didn’t think of anything.

Okay, now let’s take a look at this top one up here. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? On this level has anything been suppressed?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been right? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been right? All right. Anything more to say about that?

PC: I come into it. I may be selling it. Just so I can have a level.

PC: Uh – uh.

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed?

LRH: That’s out. Not been right? Not been right? No, that’s out. Okay. Thank you.

PC: I felt bad on it. When you said „felt bad.“

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. On this level has anything been suppressed? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? I had a read on one out of three there.

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly been wrong? Accusative, isn’t it?

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Oh, dear!

LRH: All right. This been invalidated in some way? Yes.

LRH: All right.

PC: Um. I feel that I might have suppressed a wee bit of grief on it. You know?

PC: Hm.

LRH: Well, yeah. Reads here.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime… I can see it now – some HGC pc really cutting and running on that!

PC: Not that I particularly felt griefy, but I think I might have suppressed feeling that way. Not – not crying, but grief, you know what I mean?

PC: Yeah, ha.

LRH: Mm-hm.

LRH: … have you mainly been wrong. All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be wrong? Okay. In this lifetime, have you not been wrong? Okay.

PC: Hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly won? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to win? Okay. Failed to win? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not won? Okay.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? All right. Two reads out of three. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Got a read here.

In this lifetime, have you mainly lost? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to lose? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not lost? All right.

PC: Well, feel bad, and – or felt bad, and it sort of goes into two characteristics – to me means physically to feel bad and it means uh – to be somewhat morose or gloomy about something, you know.

In this lifetime, have you mainly agreed? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to agree? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not agreed? All right.

LRH: Hm, hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly disagreed? In this lifetime, have you mainly disagreed? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to disagree? You had a thought here of one kind or another.

PC: Hm.

PC: I’m suppressing a sneeze a little bit.

LRH: All right, very good. On this level, has anything been suppressed? On this level, has anything been invalidated? Yes?

LRH: Hm?

PC: Oh, I suppose when it went out…

PC: I was suppressing a sneeze, but it didn’t. . .

LRH: Hm?

LRH: Well, go on and sneeze.

PC: ... invalidate – it was vali – invalidated. It went out and so was invalidated.

PC: No, it won’t sneeze.

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been invalidated? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes, there’s a suppress.

LRH: All right. Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not disagreed? Have you mainly not disagreed? Something wrong with „mainly“? You keep binging a little bit on „mainly.“ There it is. There.

PC: Somatics.

PC: Oh, isn’t that part of the saying right there, the plains, and the something or other and you know, the saying, you know, and mostly on the plains, mainly on the plains, the…

LRH: You got a somatic on this level?

LRH: Oh! All right. All right, very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly not disagreed? Not disagreed? In this lifetime, have you mainly not disagreed?

PC: Hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly ignored? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to ignore? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not ignored? Okay.

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

In this lifetime, have you mainly decided? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to decide? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not decided? All right. Any thought on this?

PC: The body feels worser and worser and worser, as we do it.

PC: Uh – uh.

LRH: Mm-hm. All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Did you think of anything? All right. You got a dirty needle now, you thinking about something?

LRH: All right, in this lifetime, have you mainly propitiated? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to propitiate? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not propitiated? Okay.

PC: No, just noticing my somatics, feeling them.

In this lifetime, have you mainly held off? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to hold off? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not held off? Okay.

LRH: Oh yeah?

In this lifetime, have you mainly pulled in? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to pull in? All right, what was that?

PC: Hm.

PC: I thought – it sounded like getting into a bit of physical exercise type of business here, you know, pull in, push out…

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? What’s going on here? I got a real rackety needle here, suddenly.

LRH: Ha – all right.

PC: Wondering if it was reading or what. Wondering about it.

PC: … push up and…

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? Yeah. But I got a dirty needle going along with it. All right. Anything been suppressed here, in the session? Anything you’re upset about in the session?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to pull in? Failed to pull in? Any more thoughts on that? That seems to…

PC: I sort of feel I have a dizziness coming on from this, you see? I’m a little bit suppressing that. It’s in the back of my head and it’s sort of...

PC: No, you know, about the only thing I could think of, you know, like failing to pull in the anchor, or something, only I haven’t had any anchors to fail to pull in. But uh…

LRH: Does this match any of the somatics which you had there, at the beginning of session?

LRH: All right.

PC: Yes.

PC: It doesn’t make sense to me, frankly.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: Oh, it doesn’t?

PC: Mm-hm, yeah. Yes.

PC: No.

LRH: All right. In this session, has anything been invalidated? Is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? Yes, what have you failed to reveal?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to pull in? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to pull in? All right. In this lifetime – in this lifetime, have you mainly not pulled in? Okay.

PC: I suppose I’m getting a bit tired.

That’s better. A few more to go here, we’re doing fine. Well, we’ve got three more columns of them, to be precise.

LRH: All right. Very good. In this session, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? All right. Has anything been protested? Yes, something’s been protested.

PC: Hm-hm.

PC: Well, I’d like to get a level.

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly remained? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to remain? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to remain? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not remained? Okay.

LRH: All right. In this session, has anything been protested? In this session is there anything you suppressed? Perhaps.

In this lifetime, have you mainly prevented? In this lifetime, have you mainly prevented? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to prevent? Oh, what are you thinking about there?

PC: Somatics.

PC: I got a bit of the thought, that „endure“ is on this list, you know.

LRH: All right. In this session, has anything been suppressed? Yes ma’am!

LRH: Oh, „failed to endure“?

PC: Uh, I want to get a level. You know, I’m suppressing – goodness! You know.

PC: That’s right. After having been run for hours and hours and hours on the terminal, on that „endure,“ you know, I thought, oh, dear! That might be coming up soon!

LRH: All right. Very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

LRH: All right, very good. All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to prevent? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not prevented? Okay.

PC: Feeling bad!

In this lifetime, have you mainly pressed on? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to press on? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not pressed on? All right.

LRH: All right. Very good. In this lifetime, has anything been suppressed? Yes? I’m sorry!

In this lifetime, have you mainly avoided? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to avoid? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not avoided? All right. You’re having a big think here, of some kind or another.

PC: I’m – Yes. Yeaaah!

PC: Oh, I was thinking that, yes, I suppose those levels – you know, I was trying to think of what people might answer to these sort of things. I found myself thinking about it. You know, a level like that…

LRH: Hitting me too! All right. On this levelon this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes’m!

LRH: Oh, all right. All right, very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly blocked? In this lifetime, have you mainly blocked? All right. Some thought about that level? That’s in.

PC: I just had the thought that – uh – since when we used to do, you know, uh – Problems Intensives and this sort of thing, and uh – you know, and Prepchecks on auditing and so forth, but no one ever sort of did an eighteen-button Prepcheck „in this lifetime,“ you know…

PC: No, I thought of Arthur’s blocks and children’s blocks, and that sort of thing.

LRH: Hm!

LRH: All right. Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to block? There’s something here.

PC: I thought that was interesting.

PC: Ah, it just seems like an – a funny level to me. You know, I suppose it means putting barriers up. But, uh – every time you say blocked, you know, I think of blocking out incidents.

LRH: All right. On this level felt bad, has anything been suppressed? All right, I didn’t get anything. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? Now, you sure suppressed something between the moment that I started – huh?

LRH: Mm-hm.

PC: Wondering if it was reading. Wonder if it was reading and what was happening on the meter.

PC: And I think of – uh – blocks. And I think of failed to block.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? There it is! In this lifetime, you mainly felt bad? There it is. In this lifetime, you mainly felt bad? All right, you got somatics on this?

LRH: All right, very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly blocked? In this lifetime, have you mainly blocked? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to block? All right. Those are not in. In this lifetime, have you mainly not blocked? Okay.

PC: Hm!

In this lifetime, have you mainly retreated? In this lifetime, have you mainly retreated? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to retreat? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to retreat? In this lifetime, have you mainly not retreated? All right.

LRH: All these…

In this lifetime, have you mainly reached? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reach? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not reached? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not reached? Okay.

PC: Do we have any other levels that stayed in? That’s it?

In this lifetime, have you mainly attacked? In this lifetime, have you mainly attacked? Big thought on this someplace?

LRH: No. On all these levels tonight do you – this is the only one you’ve had somatics on, correct?

PC: Attacked stayed in one time before. And then went out. I just remembered that.

PC: „Dislike“ I had a bit on; „ not like“ I had a bit on.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly attacked? All right. It’s – it’s staying in this time. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to attack? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to attack? That’s not in. In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? All right, there’s a read on that. Anything else you care to say about it?

LRH: What?

PC: No.

PC: „Not like“ I had a bit of a somatic on.

LRH: All right. Those two stayed in. All right.

LRH: All right, whatwhat was the somatic?

In this lifetime… You got a thought going here.

PC: Oh sort of um – not really somatic, sort of a bit of dizziness, um…

PC: Well, I thought it was interesting, that one could attack, it would – both attack and not attacked are in, you know?

LRH: It wasn’t somatics?

LRH: Hm.

PC: No, oh, I’m sorry.

PC: I suppose one can get a ridge built up on attacking and failing – not – not attacking, you know.

LRH: All right. Then – what – what somatic, too, but what’s going on with this one, „felt bad“?

LRH: Hm.

PC: Well, it’s been my head and it’s been my throat.

PC: And that’s why both levels could read.

LRH: And you’ve had somatics off of this thing.

LRH: All right.

PC: Hm.

PC: Otherwise it sounds rather paradoxical.

LRH: Well, you’ve had some tone arm action with this level. You probably wonder where this level had come from.

LRH: You what?

PC: I said it and you wrote it down.

PC: Otherwise it sounds rather paradoxical, you see.

LRH: Yes. Did you know thatand so on?

LRH: All right. Okay. Anything else on that?

PC: Hm.

PC: No.

LRH: Doesn’t make any difference about itas a level?

LRH: This needle’s gone mad.

PC: No.

PC: Oh, I suppose, yes, I was thinking, I wonder if „to attack“ was part of the Helatrobus goals.

LRH: All right. Let me try something else here. In this lifetime, what have you mainly felt bad about? In this lifetime, what has felt bad? In this lifetime, how have you felt bad? How have you felt bad? Hm?

LRH: Ah! All right. Thank you. Sorry to pester you about it. In this lifetime, have you mainly stopped? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly stopped? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to stop? All right. It’s not now in.

PC: That’s unanswerable to me.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to stop? Well, what happened?

PC: That’s unanswerable. If I knew how, I certainly wouldn’t!

PC: I don’t know! I ha – I just – oh, I thought, that people would probably wonder why you said „That’s not in – failed to stop“ because they won’t know that – that was uh – a lower level.

LRH: All right, I’m just kicking it around here, to see what it is, because that isn’t what we have to have anyhow.

LRH: I’m not particularly making this for anybody else.

PC: Hm.

PC: Oh, I see. All right.

LRH: All right. That was just balderdash. Okay. Felt bad. Felt bad. Now on this level has anything been suppressed? In this session, has anything been suppressed? All right, something suppressed in the session?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to stop? It’s not in.

PC: Hm. How I felt bad. Hm.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: Oh, all right. That’s kind of – gave you a heavy suppression?

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly not stopped? All right. We’ve picked up a hell of a dirty needle here, all of a sudden.

PC: I suppressed that. I thought, goodness, if I knew, I wouldn’t feel bad!

PC: It’s getting sort of long, wondering when we’re going to – sort of get through. I know we got two more columns.

LRH: Oh, all right. Okay. In this session, has anything been suppressed? Think of something? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? All right. On „felt bad,“ has anything been suppressed? All right. Anything been protested? Anything you’ve failed to reveal? All right. Something you’ve failed to reveal? There.

LRH: Well, it’ll be over in just…

PC: Getting all exhausted.

PC: Hm.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: … just a moment. Thank you.

PC: Getting exhausted.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right. In this session, is there anything you failed to reveal? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? On this level, is there anything you have been careful of? Anything been suppressed? Got anything else to say about it? We had it reading!

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly confronted? Well, you’ve got something more than that worrying you, lady.

PC: Hm?

PC: Oh, I suppose I’m wondering what level it would be. All I can think of.

LRH: Why would it stop reading? Because I alter-ised it?

LRH: All right, very good. That cleaned it up quite a bit. All right, in this lifetime, have you mainly confronted? In this lifetime, have you mainly confronted? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to confront? In this lifetime, have you mainly not confronted?

PC: I don’t know.

In this lifetime, have you mainly communicated? Have you mainly communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to communicate? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. Thought here?

LRH: Felt bad about? Asked you a question? Wrong question?

PC: I thought – possibly. Mm.

PC: Could be.

LRH: Hm. All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? Not communicated? Not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? No, that’s in with a touch here. All right, we’ve got about five levels in, now.

LRH: Hm?

All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly been prideful? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be proud? Any thought here?

PC: Could be.

PC: I thought then – that’s the first time I’ve heard of that one. You know, and what’s that? Mm-hm.

LRH: Anything like that? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? Felt bad? Felt bad? Something has happened here. When I varied that question around, you must have done something, you must have protested my asking that question – yes! There it is. There it is. There it is!

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be proud? Some more challenge on this of some kind?

PC: What I thought then, is I had one of the students who listed „In this lifetime, howrather than „In this lifetime, whatyou see? And „how“ goes into doingnesses, and uh – so one gets a level which is a doingness…

PC: I had a – was my itch.

LRH: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be proud? Boy, that reads! Nothing else about it?

PC: And one gets a doingness of a doingness, and it’s impossible to get a chain, you see, with, and – and there was a bit of a confusion with regard to what he had done. And anyway, I told, you know, Herbie about this and then – to watch it, you see. And I thought he had changed from „what“ to „how,“ and instead he had changed from „‘how“ to „what.“ You know? He’d started out with „how.“ And some – so I told him, gave him an infraction for having changed, you see, when I thought he’d changed from what“ to „how”. „And he’d changed really from “how“ to “what.“ So this made a terrible confusion. But I told Herbie that now he’d done this, you see, and the „how“ wouldn’t run and he’d better stand over him and see that he got this… Anyway, Herbie read my directions and because the auditor writes very tinily and I didn’t see what he’d done, which he’d listed first. But he had a real terrific long list there, you see, of „how.“ And I thought that he had tried the first one, „what,“ and then changed to the second, you see.

PC: Uh – uh.

LRH: Mm.

LRH: All right. That’s in. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been prideful? Mainly not been prideful? You mainly not been prideful? You’ve got something going here, man. Look at the number in all of a sudden.

PC: So anyway, it made a dreadful mess-up. And then – then Herbie read my directions and then he followed the written directions and not my spoken directions, were – which were “how“ won’t run. You know?

PC: Mm. Well, it sort of began with „‘attack.“ And how could it be attack and not attacked, I thought. And then I was surprised when you said „been prideful,“ I thought, you know, prideful. I’ve never heard of prideful! I suppose it’s proud. You – you mean you’ve been proud!

LRH: Mm. Hm. Very good. Let’s take a look at this now. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? On this level, has anything been suppressed? In this lifetime, what have you felt bad about? In this lifetime, what have you felt bad about? How is this dizziness which you had a moment ago?

LRH: All right.

PC: It’s eased off, I don’t have it at the moment.

PC: You know? And it started with some of these staying in, and I just didn’t understand, or dig, you know, like „failed to pull in,“ and „blocked“ – blocked! You know, the instant thing I thought of there was the children’s blocks.

LRH: You don’t have it? Did you suppress it?

LRH: Hm.

PC: No.

PC: You know? And um – that’s about all!

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, what have you felt bad about? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? Felt bad? And that is the end of that level.

LRH: All right, thank you. I’m sure that cleaned up the needle quite a bit here.

PC: Wasn’t there some on another page that stayed in?

PC: Hm.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been prideful? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be proud? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been prideful? Okay.

PC: Wasn’t there some on the other…

In this lifetime, have you mainly sympathized? In this lifetime, have you mainly sympathized? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to sympathize? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to sympathize? In this lifetime, have you mainly not sympathized?

LRH: Well, we did a tremendous one on you on the early Prehav, and I happened to remember the level. Ordinarily I would simply cook up a – from the other scales I would cook up an extended list here, because…

In this lifetime, have you mainly recovered? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to recover? In this lifetime, have you mainly not recovered? All right. Two columns to go!

PC: Hm.

PC: Good!

LRH: ... we haven’t got where you live. But I’m going to take one that we had on another level that we never really ran.

LRH: We’ll be over this – very few…

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Very good!

LRH: And that was „prevent knowing.“

LRH: … moments. Okay?

PC: I knew you’d drag that cat out! I’ve said to myself, „I bet you he brings up…” We did run that and it didn’t go anywhere.

PC: Hm!

LRH: Didn’t, huh?

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly helped? In this lifetime, have you mainly helped? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to help? In this lifetime, have you mainly not helped? All right.

PC: Mm-hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly known? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to know? In this lifetime, have you mainly not known? Okay.

LRH: All right. Let’s see how that combines. In this lifetime, have you mainly prevented knowing? In this lifetime, have you mainly prevented knowing? All right, we only had one in here, that would have done a duck-out of any kind of thing. And that might have been suppressed, by reason of your similarity of level on dislike.

In this lifetime, have you mainly caused? Have you mainly caused? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to cause? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not caused? All right.

So, in this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? Have you mainly disliked? All right. On disliked, has anything been suppressed? Yes.

In this lifetime, have you mainly believed? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to believe? In this lifetime, have you mainly not believed? Okay.

PC: Not communicate.

In this lifetime, have you mainly cured? Cured? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to cure? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not cured? All right.

LRH: All right. On dislike has anything been suppressed? All right. Check it again, on the meter. What did you think of?

In this lifetime, have you mainly liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to like? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right. Have you mainly failed to like? Have you mainly not liked? Have a thought there?

PC: I thought noncommunic – not communicate being a suppressive type of thing, would be the one that would suppress.

PC: No.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right. What did you think of?

LRH: All right. What’s the matter?

PC: Get tired.

PC: I just was thinking, that was amusing.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? All right. Disliked. Crash! What’s that? I had a half-a-dial fall!

LRH: What’s that?

PC: I thought of tired. Maybe my level is „ In this lifetime, what have you been tired of Ooch! Aach! That’s what I thought of.

PC: That – that was amusing, I thought.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? All right. On „disliked,“ has anything been suppressed? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? All right.

LRH: All right. Very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly endured? In this lifetime, have you mainly endured? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to endure? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to endure? In this lifetime, have you mainly not endured?

Now, we’ll try this „communicate.“ In this lifetime, what have you mainly – have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? On that level, has anything been suppressed? Nothing.

PC: Only thing I can think of is who’s that and what have you endured? I’ve endured, endured and failed to endure in this lifetime. What have you failed to endure? ‘Endure!“ You know?

PC: Try tired! In this lifetime, have you mainly been tired – of things? I keep getting this saying, sort of, you know. It used to be sort of an old – sort of – I don’t know – saying, it used to be sort of a joke, you know. When you were tired of something you’d say, „Get down, Albert, Ma’s tired!“ you see. And uh…

LRH: All right.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, what have you mainly been tired of? In this lifetime, have you mainly been tired? Doesn’t read.

PC: Aw!

Well, I am very sorry, madam.

LRH: Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to endure? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to endure? In this lifetime, have you mainly not endured? Okay. They’re not in.

PC: Hm!

PC: Good.

LRH: I am very sorry, but that is the scoop. Okay?

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly abandoned? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to abandon? In this lifetime, have you mainly not abandoned?

PC: Hm!

In this lifetime, have you mainly given up? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to give up? In this lifetime, have you mainly not given up? Okay.

LRH: Give me a Prehav level. I’ll do a short list here.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been sane? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be sane?

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Oh dear!

LRH: Give me a Prehav level.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been sane? Okay.

PC: Angry.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been curious? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be curious? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been curious? Okay.

LRH: Angry?

In this lifetime, have you mainly desired? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly desired? In this lifetime have you mainly failed to desire? Failed to desire? In this lifetime, have you mainly not desired? All right, anything you care to say now?

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Uh – uh.

LRH: All right. Good. Give me a Prehav level.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime – in this lifetime, have you mainly enforced? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to enforce? In this lifetime, have you mainly not enforced?

PC: When you ask me to give you a Prehav level, I can’t think of any! Uh. Fault. Fault.

In this lifetime, have you mainly inhibited? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to inhibit? In this lifetime, have you mainly not inhibited? Okay. One column left to go.

LRH: I’ll change my question, give me a potential Prehav level.

PC: Hm.

PC: Potential Prehav level.

LRH: Okay? Hm?

LRH: What Prehav level should there be?

PC: Good.

PC: Oh, I see.

LRH: All right. Any comments you care to make here?

LRH: Put it that way. What should be a Prehav level? Otherwise you, you educated person, will simply start quoting.

PC: Have a terrific somatic on an – on my arm. I don’t know where it turned on. But…

PC: Um – Retired. Distrusted. Smashed.

LRH: Yeah?

LRH: Hm?

PC: Uh…

PC: Smashed.

LRH: Is that so?

LRH: I beg your pardon?

PC: Yeah. It’s been on for some time.

PC: Smashed.

LRH: All right. Anything else about it?

LRH: Okay. Give me another potential Prehav level.

PC: Uh – uh.

PC: Done, done.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly had? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to have? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to have? In this lifetime, have you mainly not had?

LRH: D-o-n-e?

In this lifetime, have you mainly looked? Give me a little rundown.

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Mainly I was suppressing moving my arm. It’s quite…

LRH: All right. Something that really should be on the Prehav Scale, now. That you think should be.

LRH: Hm?

PC: Mm-hm. Done nothing.

PC: … it hurts quite bad.

LRH: All right, very good.

LRH: Is that so?

PC: Eaten.

PC: Badly. Yes. Hm. Oh, „looked!“ That’s an interesting level – I thought about being in Spain and…

LRH: Eating?

LRH: Hm?

PC: Eaten. Eaten, e-a-t-e-n.

PC: … doing what the Spaniards do. And oh, how the look!

LRH: e-n?

LRH: Yes. All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly looked? In this lifetime, have you mainly looked? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to look? In this lifetime, have you mainly not looked?

PC: E-a-t-e-n! eaten!

In this lifetime, have you mainly been serene? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be serene? Okay.

LRH: Oh! All right, good, good. Okay. Sorry.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been enthusiastic? All right. In this lifetime, have you failed to be enthusiastic? All right.

PC: Worshipped. Repulsed. Frightened of. Hasn’t existed. Hasn’t existed.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been conservative? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be conservative? All right.

LRH: All right, very good.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been bored? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been bored? Okay.

PC: Considered.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been antagonistic? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not been antagonistic? Okay.

LRH: Okay.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been angry? Have you mainly been angry? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be angry? Okay.

PC: Had opinions about.

In this lifetime, have you mainly resented? Okay. In this lifetime, have you failed to resent? All right. Failed to resent? In this lifetime, have you mainly not resented? Any thoughts here? No thoughts at all?

LRH: Okay.

PC: Just trying to hold still…

PC: Forced.

LRH: All right.

LRH: F-o-r-c-e?

PC: … in spite of my arm…

PC: Hm!

LRH: Still hurting you?

LRH: Right.

PC: Still hurts! Hm!

PC: F-o-r-c-e-d. Worked.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not resented? I roughed up your needle now. Why is that? How’s that?

LRH: W-o-r-k-e-d?

PC: That’s better.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not resented? Mainly not resented? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly feared? All right. Have you mainly feared? What’s the thought on that?

LRH: Good.

PC: I thought that that – I know two people who’ve had that as their level. Hm!

PC: Struggled – Struggled with.

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to fear? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to fear? What’s the big thought here? Failed to fear?

LRH: Okay.

PC: I don’t know!

PC: Given up.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to fear? Reads. All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly feared? In this lifetime, have you mainly feared? In this lifetime, have you mainly not feared? Oh come on, what do you got here?

LRH: All right.

PC: I haven’t really been thinking of a thing, except I know that „feared“ is two other people’s level. One level, I know, it didn’t run on them, and another level on another pc, I know, it didn’t run on this pc, another pc I know is being currently run on it.

PC: Made guilty. Mistreated. Hurt. Rejected. Lied about. Refused. I’m trying to think of a word of „Dug your heels in on,“ you know, like in just „Got plain stubborn,“ you know? Been obstinate. Defended. Protected. That’s already on.

LRH: Well, all right. Anything else about that?

LRH: That’s all right.

PC: No, I just puzzled over „failed to fear.“ I haven’t failed to fear.

PC: Was that on the list we did today?

LRH: All right.

LRH: Hm?

PC: I haven’t feared much either, but I certainly haven’t failed to fear!

PC: Was that on the list we did today?

LRH: Okay. All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to fear? Failed to fear? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not feared? In this lifetime, have you mainly not feared? All right. They’re both out.

LRH: Mm-hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been in grief? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to cry? All right.

PC: Oh.

In this lifetime, have you mainly been apathetic? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to be apathetic? All right.

LRH: It read, too.

In this lifetime, have you mainly inflowed? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to inflow? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly stopped inflow? All right.

PC: Broken agreement with. Been selfish.

In this lifetime, have you mainly outflowed? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to outflow? In this lifetime, have you mainly stopped outflow? Okay.

LRH: Been?

In this lifetime, have you mainly…

PC: Selfish about. Taken away. Is that all?

PC: Sorry.

LRH: All right, how is that?

LRH: What?

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: My foot was itching.

LRH: How are you doing now?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly stopped outflow? Some…

PC: All right.

PC: No, I just noticed we’re down near the bottom, and I’ll be glad to get through with the list.

LRH: Okay. Let’s take a rapid fire over these things, all right?

LRH: All right, very good. In this lifetime have you mainly stopped outflow? All right.

PC: Hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly thought? There must be something else, everything is reading.

LRH: Anything you care to say before I assess these things?

PC: No, I just would like to get on through, you know, and that’s a few more.

PC: No.

LRH: Oh, you’re on your „press on.“

LRH: Okay. Angry. In this lifetime, have you mainly been angry? All right, we’ve got a needle reacting on „angry.“

PC: Yes, I’m on my „press on,“ you know.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right, very good. Well, you’ve only got another half a dozen.

LRH: A bit dirty.

PC: Hm.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly thought? In this lifetime, have you mainly thought? In this lifetime, have you mainly thought? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to think? In this lifetime have you mainly not thought? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly thought? Okay.

LRH: Suppose this list is complete? This list incomplete? You thought of something else to put on this list?

In this lifetime, have you mainly evaluated? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly evaluated? Something going on here?

PC: I thought, oh, how horrible! How could I pick them – I could never complete the list!

PC: No, just wondering what the pause was. What the pause was all about.

LRH: All right. Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly thought? In this lifetime, have you mainly retired? Have you mainly retired? You had another thought going here, now. Have you mainly retired? You know, „mainly“ reads, reads, reads, reads.

LRH: Hm. All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly evaluated? In this lifetime, have you mainly evaluated? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to evaluate? Something’s going on here.

PC: Is that right?

PC: Hm. I’m – just can’t understand why we suddenly started going so slow! I said that I’m getting near the end of the list and I want to complete, you see.

LRH: What is the matter with „mainly“?

LRH: All right. I don’t care if you are. That needle suddenly – you’ve pressed your needle into a complete…

PC: I don’t know.

PC: Yes!

LRH: That’s…

LRH: … crash.

PC: The main, you know. That’s the only thing I can say, you know, „mainly speaking,“ or „the Main, the Spanish Main,“ and all those „mains.“ And „Maine“ in the United States, the state of Maine.

PC: I was just wanting – come on! You know? We’re almost through.

LRH: Very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly distrusted? „Mainly“ is kicking something, I’m going to change this to „chiefly.“

LRH: Why?

PC: All right. Or “mostly“?

PC: Because I just would like to get a level, that’s why! You know? We’re almost through with the list!

LRH: Hm?

LRH: All right. We bypass some charge here?

PC: „Mostly.

PC: No. Except it seems like an awful long wait!

LRH: All right.

LRH: All right. Have I gone across your level? Have I abandoned the right level? Mm-hm. All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly evaluated? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to evaluate? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not evaluated? All right.

PC: Either one.

In this lifetime, have you mainly had opinions about? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to have opinions about? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not had opinions about? All right. That’s it. Take a break!

LRH: Mind if I use „chiefly“?

LRH: All right. This session is resumed and we have about – oh, a very few of these levels in – only three or four. Four or five. Six, maybe. All right.

PC: Fine.

Anything you care to say before I start doing this? All right. Well, let me give you a fast one here. On this list has anything been suppressed? Yes? Hm?

LRH: It’s all right?

PC: I suppressed – uh – impatience in getting through the list.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. On this list has anything been suppressed? Seen the read again.

LRH: In this lifetime, have you chiefly distrusted? In this lifetime, have you chiefly distrusted? In this lifetime, have you chiefly smashed? In this lifetime, have you chiefly done? Have you chiefly done? All right. We’ve got a slow halting, periodic needle, here. You don’t suppose you’ve had an objection or anything here?

PC: Some eagerness to get the level now.

PC: Uh-uh.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: You got an objection to something?

PC: Eagerness to get the level now, you know?

PC: I was thinking of „chiefly,“ you know. Hope I didn’t start having thoughts about fire chiefs and police chiefs and…

LRH: All right, very good. On this list, has anything been invalidated?

LRH: Oh God!

PC: Well, some of the ones I didn’t quite understand, you know, like „blocked“ and pulled in – „pull in,“ and uh – you know, like those.

PC: Petty chiefs and chiefs and Indian chiefs and, you know? And chief chefs. Oh!

LRH: All right, very good. Okay. List. A little something left on it.

LRH: How about „mostly“? As you suggested?

PC: I’ve got some, you know, feel, got – feel somaticy, you know.

PC: It’s all right! I mean „chiefly“ is okay. I just had thought when you said “chiefly,“ I had a little bit of an automaticity started popping off on it, that’s all.

LRH: We ran across something here, didn’t we?

LRH: All right, let’s use „mostly.“ Okay?

PC: Yes, and my head hurts, and ooh! So…

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: A rough go.

LRH: Mostly. All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly thought? In this lifetime, have you mostly retired? In this lifetime, have you mostly retired? In this lifetime, have you mostly retired? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly distrusted? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly smashed? All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly done? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly done nothing. All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly eaten? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly worshipped? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly repulsed? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly been frightened of? Have you mostly been frightened of? All right. In this. . . Anything you’ve got to say?

PC: Hm!

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right, let’s see what we’ve got here, okay?

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mostly „haven’t existed“? Have you mostly „haven’t existed“? The level is „hasn’t existed.“ Hasn’t existed. Isn’t in anyway. Got anything to say about that?

PC: Hm-hm.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: Your ears sensitive?

LRH: All right. Anything been suppressed on this list? This list?

PC: No, bit chilly. The room got a bit chilly. It’s warming up, I’ve turned the burner on.

PC: Well, the thought that if something came out, one would be hoisted by his own petard, you know, that sort of thought occurred. I thought, well, if I come out with a level I don’t like, I put it on the list!

LRH: You’ll be all right?

LRH: Oh, I see! All right. All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly considered? All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly had opinions about things? In this lifetime, have you mostly had opinions about things? All right. Have you mosthad opinions about? All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly forced? All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly worked? All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly struggled with? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly given up? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly made guilty? In this lifetime, have you mostly made guilty? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly mistreated? You had a thought a moment ago, what was it?

PC: Hm! Be okay.

PC: A sigh.

LRH: Want to put a bathrobe over your legs?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly hurt? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly rejected? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mostly lied about? Have you mostly lied about? In this lifetime, have you mostly refused? In this lifetime, have you mostly been obstinate? In this lifetime, have you mostly been obstinate? Have you mostly been obstinate? In this lifetime, have you mostly defended? Have you mostly defended? Had another thought?

PC: No, that’s fine.

PC: No, I wondered if it read.

LRH: You sure?

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly protested? Have you mostly protested?

PC: Hm!

PC: That’s „protected.“

LRH: All right, anything else you care to say here? Yes?

LRH: Oh, protected. I beg your pardon. In this lifetime, have you mostly protected? Have you mostly protected? Now I’ve roughed it up. What…

PC: No.

PC: Well, I thought when – when you said before that – that it was on the other list, and you didn’t – you almost didn’t write that down, you see. And I thought, well I’m su – thought sure it wasn’t on the other – the other list we just did. And then I thought, well, I guess I just didn’t notice it, you know, when you said it went out. You see? So, now I see what you wrote down there. You wrote „protested,“ you see.

LRH: All right.

LRH: Oh, I see.

PC: Felt like I was going to sneeze.

PC: And I meant protected.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: Oh, all right. Good enough. Any other thoughts here? Yes’m, yes’m, yes’m?

PC: Felt like I was going to sneeze again, but I didn’t.

PC: Well, that was the one I couldn’t ever remember out of the old Prehav Scale. Protect.

LRH: All right. Something else?

LRH: Oh, yes! That’s so, isn’t it?

PC: Just my head hurts and I really don’t… Well, that’s all.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right. Okay, let’s take up these levels now. And the first level we have – I’ve got a very dirty needle here.

LRH: All right. Any other thought here on this? Perhaps?

PC: Well, I thought of, in the break, panorama, the South African information . . .

PC: Well, I notice everything’s going out, you know? And I thought, dear! You know? Even my own little list is going. You know?

LRH: Ah!

LRH: All right. Very good. Okay. Anything else about it? Anxiety setting in here? Anxious about? Protesting? What are you anxious about?

PC: … book, and I thought that the government put out a very nice, interesting magazine, there, you see.

PC: Just getting the level.

LRH: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime. In this lifetime. In this lifetime, have you mainly protected? In this lifetime, have you mainly protected? In this lifetime, have you mainly broken agreement with? Ow. Mainly broken agreement with? In this lifetime, have you mainly been selfish about? Have you mainly been selfish about? In this lifetime, have you mainly taken away? Have you mainly taken away? Well, that’s „mainly“ I’m using again, I’m very sorry.

PC: And um – I thought that – uh – and also they show pictures of the – of the 1948 German – uh – war orphans, who arrived and were adopted by South Africans, you know? And I thought that that was – um – you know . . .

PC: Oh.

LRH: Mm-hm.

LRH: It fires. In this lifetime, have you mostly broken agreement with? In this lifetime, have you mostly taken away? Mostly taken away? Mostly taken away?

PC: … an interesting gesture.

PC: I’m puzzled about what I meant by it! Mostly taken away?

LRH: Hm! All right, good. Anything else happen in the break? A little something. You jumped a half a tone arm high.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mostly taken away? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly taken away? All right. On this item has anything been suppressed?

PC: Can’t think of anything else that happened in the break.

PC: I don’t think so, no.

LRH: All right. Anything else upsetting you here? Is it trying to get on? Yes.

LRH: Go ahead!

PC: Hm!

PC: Well, just things that I have taken away. You know. Interest, concern, that sort of thing.

LRH: Press – on type.

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yes?

PC: Press on! Charge!

PC: I don’t think so.

LRH: All right. All right. Now, in this lifetime, have you mainly protested? Protested? In this lifetime, have you mainly protested? All right. Anything you care to say about that level?

LRH: What’s the matter?

PC: Hm, that’s one of the students level.

PC: There’s nothing I’ve suppressed on it. I can’t think of anything.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? I see a suppress here.

PC: I know it’s one of the students’ level.

PC: Oh.

LRH: Yeah. All right. All right, good enough, it’s in. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? All right, on this level has anything been suppressed? Yes – very badly.

LRH: A bad one.

PC: Well, it’s a button in the rudiments and, you know.

PC: Noncomprehension, for a while. And then the fact that I don’t think it can be a very long list. But uh – I could – I could list on it.

LRH: Hm – mm.

LRH: All right. You got an ARC break here? A little bit of an ARC break? Now what might it be?

PC: I have – I know I failed to reveal. Whether that’s mainly what I’ve done in this lifetime, I don’t know.

PC: No. Just, uh . . .

LRH: All right, very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? All right, that’s in. Okay.

LRH: You don’t have to suppress anything. Honey, you don’t have to… Say what you please! I don’t care!

All right. Your needle’s pretty awful dirty.

PC: No! I don’t – I’m not just – suppressing anything! It’s just that it – it’s a bit weird. I’m suppressing that.

PC: Well, I don’t

LRH: Oh! All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? That’s clean. All right, on „taken away,“ has anything been suppressed? All right. In this lifetimein this lifetime, have you mostly taken away? All right. On this level, has anything been invalidated? Okay. All right. Do you have an ARC break?

LRH: And your tone arm went up – way up during the break.

PC: Uh-um.

PC: Uh! Yeah, that’s all I did, I saw that South African magazine, and I thought that and I – and I thought about the blankets, and I thought… I didn’t even wonder about the levels, I didn’t even think about them. I just noticed that somatics had turned on, and I was feeling a bit, you know, bad.

LRH: You upset about anything?

LRH: Hm, hm – mm.

PC: No.

PC: And – um – that’s all. I hoped it came out to an interesting level – that’s about the only thing I’m worried about.

LRH: Are you suppressing anything.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? Have you mainly withdrawn? That’s in.

PC: No.

In this lifetime, have you mainly attacked? In this lifetime, have you mainly attacked? They’re all in!

LRH: All right. In this session has anything been suppressed? All right, are you upset about anything?

PC: Hm! I’m not thinking about them or saying well, that – you know, I’m not doing anything like that.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked?

LRH: Okay. Now what are you upset about?

PC: The only thing I can think about is I am anxious, and – uh – you know – and hope I can get an interesting level, and hope that – uh – it’ll run all right, and hope that it’ll get a chain that will produce tone arm action and, you know, sort of getting down toward the bitter end, I would like to come up with something that is the level, you know?

PC: I’m not. I just want a level.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? Have you mainly not communicated? Oh. Whoa, man – just whoa!

LRH: All right. Well, we’ll have to get your level in the nextwell let me check one thing. You told me, during the break, that you had suppressed „not communicated.“ Right?

PC: Well, what do you want me to do?

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: I will take care of it.

LRH: All right. And I checked it, and we’ve got a„have we missed your item?“ Have we gone over the top of your item? Have we…?

PC: All right.

PC: Does that read?

LRH: All right. In this session – in this session has anything been suppressed? Yes?

LRH: Have we bypassed your item?

PC: I’ve suppressed impatience, on getting on with it and getting my level.

PC: Does that read?

LRH: All right, very good. In this session, has anything been suppressed?

LRH: Hm?

PC: I suppose I suppressed levels that I didn’t – was – wasn’t particularly interested in or didn’t think I had anything on them, or something like that. I can’t really say that. I suppressed thinking about other things, during the session, and I suppressed my horror of waiting in the session.

PC: Does that read?

LRH: Waiting?

LRH: Well it has read. Have we bypassed your item? Have we bypassed your level? Have we bypassed the proper level here? Have we bypassed the level? That reads. Now, what uh…

PC: Waiting. Yes.

PC: What was „taken away“? In or out?

LRH: All right. We’re going to assess three things here. Felt bad. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad?

LRH: Let’s see if it did: Taken away. Taken away. Taken away – that has not gone out. In this lifetime, have you mostly taken away? That reads.

In this lifetime, have you mainly waited? Have you mainly waited? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to wait? Have you mainly failed to wait? All right.

PC: Hm!

Now, all right. Let me finish these rudiments. All right. In this session, including the break, has anything been suppressed? All right, I’ll check it on the meter. In this session, including the break, has anything been suppressed? Yessum?

LRH: That reads very heavily.

PC: My hand moved. I suppose I suppressed somatics.

PC: Hm!

LRH: All right. In this session, including the break, has anything been suppressed? All right, did you think of anything else? In this session, including the break, is there anything you have been careful of? Yes?

LRH: Okay?

PC: To hold still.

PC: Hm!

LRH: All right. In this session, including the break, is there anything you have been careful of? Yes?

LRH: All right?

PC: Not to ARC break.

PC: Hm! I think that’s my level.

LRH: All right, very good. In this session, including the break, is there anything you’ve been careful of? All right, in this session, including the break, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? Yes?

LRH: All right. Very good. That is your level. Okay, now let me check the question again. All right. In this session – in this session, have we missed your level? In this session, have we gotten a wrong level? In this session, have we missed your level? All right. In this session, have we missed your level? I don’t get a read on it now.

PC: My level.

PC: Hm!

LRH: All right. In this session, including the break, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? I got another one. What was that?

LRH: All right, very good. Do you feel better suddenly?

PC: I don’t know – I suppose I thought that maybe South Africa, in accepting the German war orphans, they liked – liked Germanic stock of people, you know, that kind of people.

PC: Mm-hm!

LRH: Hm-hm. All right, very good. In this session, including the break, is there anything you failed to reveal? Yes ma’am?

LRH: Hm?

PC: Well, if it is, I don’t know what it is, I failed to reveal it to myself.

PC: Hm!

LRH: All right. In this session, including the break, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? All right. What – what’s the rest of the gen on these war orphans? That’s what’s had your tone arm up.

LRH: All right, that is your level. And you also have a large speed drop of your tone arm, on getting that as your level.

PC: Nothing. It’s just I saw a picture in the magazine of war orphans who came to South Africa in 1948. And I thought that was a very nice gesture, you know, because the rest of the Western world, and the rest of the world were putting them practically in concentration and DP camps, you see. And I thought that was a jolly decent thing; and I thought that they’d probably thought that – uh – German racially were a good stock to bring to the country, you know, as – uh – and then I also thought that they, with the scarcity of white population, naturally they would want a greater proportion of white population. And that’s all I thought about it!

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right, thank you.

LRH: Very good?

PC: Hm.

PC: Hm-hm.

LRH: All right. In this session – in this session, including the break, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? All right. Is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? Something?

LRH: All right, that’s the end of the body of the session.

PC: Well, „failed to reveal“ is one of the levels that we have in that’s reading.

PC: Mm-hm. All right.

LRH: All right, thank you. In this session, including the break, is there anything you’ve failed to reveal? Good, that appears to be clean. In this session, including the break, has anything been invalidated? Has anything been suggested? All right, has a mistake been made? All right, what’s the mistake?

LRH: Okay. Now, have you made any part of your goals for this session? Have a good session?

PC: Well, waiting, now, will always dirty my needle up. So sort of when I get the f – when I see you sort of looking at the needle, you know – and I’m waiting for something to happen in the session, I think, oh dear, my needle is going to get dirty.

PC: Yes.

LRH: Well, all right, very good. In this session, including the break, has a mistake been made? All right. In this session, including the break, has anything been protested? In this session, including the break, is there anything you’ve been anxious about? In this session, including the break, has anything been decided? All right. I don’t get any reads. How’s that?

LRH: Yes, all right. Uh, to find an interesting level?

PC: All right.

PC: Yes.

LRH: Your needle’s now clean. And you’ve lost your half – a – tone gain.

LRH: All right. Uh, to have nulling go easily.

All right, let’s do these things again, huh?

PC: Yes, it went all right.

PC: All right.

LRH: All right. And to get over this sore throat?

LRH: All right. You still haven’t got an ARC break?

PC: It’s much, much, much, much, much less!

PC: No.

LRH: Is that so?

LRH: Got an ARC break? A bit?

PC: Hm-hm.

PC: No, I just was hoping let’s – let’s get on, you know? Before the needle dirties up again. If you’ve got a clean needle, make the most of it, you know?

LRH: All right, very good. All right, any gains you care to mention?

LRH: All right. All right, in this lifetime, have you mainly protested? In this lifetime, have you mainly protested? All right, that’s out.

PC: Well, got rid of some somatics.

In this lifetime, have you mainly failed to reveal? All right, that’s out.

LRH: Hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly withdrawn? All right.

PC: Got a level.

In this lifetime, have you mainly attacked? In this lifetime, have you mainly attacked? Okay. It’s out.

LRH: Mm-hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? Have you mainly not attacked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not attacked? All right.

PC: I feel I have a level I can uh – run a chain on.

In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated?

LRH: Mm-hm.

All right, there’s something else going on here, now.

PC: Had some cognitions.

PC: It’s mostly facial pressure and somatics.

LRH: Mm-hm.

LRH: Hm?

PC: And in general feel…

PC: Around my face.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: Something about your face?

PC: And in general feel I’m on my way to another run down the bank.

PC: Noticing facial pressure and somatics.

LRH: All right. Anything else you care to mention in the way of gains.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime – in this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? Anything about that level?

PC: Uh-um.

PC: Hm.

LRH: All right. Thank you very much for making your goals in this session.

LRH: In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? All right.

PC: Mm-hm.

In this lifetime, have you mainly waited? In this lifetime, have you mainly waited? In this lifetime, have you mainly waited? All right.

LRH: And thank you very much for these gains in this session.

In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly stopped outflow? Well, what thoughts have you had there?

PC: Right.

PC: „Waited?“ I thought, well, yes I certainly have waited around a lot. Well, I just noticed them going out and then I hoped they weren’t going out because I – because of suppress, or anything like that.

LRH: Okay. All right. Put your cans in your lap. Squeeze your cans. All right. Once more, squeeze your cans. All right. How do you feel – your havingness?

LRH: All right. Good enough. In this lifetime, have you mainly stopped outflow? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly stopped outflow? Have you mainly stopped outflow? Stopped outflow? Stopped. Stopped.

PC: I feel fine.

Now, all right. In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? In this lifetime, have you mainly felt bad? Have you mainly felt bad? All right.

LRH: Do you feel it’s okay?

In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? Have you mainly not communicated? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Yes – all right.

PC: Yeah.

PC: That reminds me of a Prehav – hav – uh – level that we used to run on 3D Criss Cross. That was dislike and, you know, what have you disliked? And I think we came up with something, I forget what it was we came up with.

LRH: Squeeze the cans again. All right. I’m going to have to run a little bit of havingness.

LRH: We did what?

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: A 3D Criss Cross line on that. It was disliked. What have you disliked?

LRH: All right. Withdraw from the desk. That’s the first command – withdraw from the desk.

LRH: Hm.

PC: Hm.

PC: You know?

LRH: Okay. Withdraw from that post.

LRH: You listed this at one time…

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Yeah.

LRH: Very good. Withdraw from the window.

LRH: … or another? Similar.

PC: Mm-hm.

PC: Hm.

LRH: Very good. Pick up your cans. All right. Squeeze your cans. Once more – squeeze your cans. Squeeze your cans. All right. That’s loosened it up a little bitI’ll have to give you a few more. Okay. Withdraw from the ceiling.

LRH: All right. Very good. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Still with us.

PC: Um-hm.

All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. Now, on that level has anything been suppressed?

LRH: Very good. Withdraw from the bedspread.

PC: I suppose communication.

PC: Uh-huh.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: Very good. Withdraw from this table.

PC: It was communication and I know we’ve had that in reading, sometimes, you know, before.

PC: Yes.

LRH: All right. On not communicated has anything been suppressed? Yes, a tiny bit.

LRH: Good. Withdraw from the desk.

PC: Oh, I think it would be easy to list, I suppose, I suppress thinking that.

PC: Mm-hm.

LRH: All right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Yeah, another suppression?

LRH: Very good, pick up your cans.

PC: Listing on it.

PC: All right.

LRH: All right. On this level has anything been suppressed? I got another suppression. You don’t think so?

LRH: All right. Squeeze the cans. All right. Once moresqueeze the cans. Squeeze the cans.

PC: I don’t think so.

Do you feel your havingness is dropping?

LRH: The level itself kind of is a suppress.

PC: Maybe, why?

PC: Yeah.

LRH: Because I don’t think it’s doing anything.

LRH: All right. On not communicated has anything been suppressed? All right, that seems clean. On not communicated, has anything been invalidated? Apparently a bit of invalidation.

PC: Oh.

PC: Well, I suppose the other level being in invalidates it.

LRH: All right.

LRH: All right, what level?

PC: Can tr – can we try, oh, „feel that?“

PC: The other level that we have that’s in, on the list. Because there are two level – two levels in, or something like that, so each one invalidates the other. Um, um, also when we got to that point before and it was in, you said, “Ah, there’s something wrong here.“ And you got in all the rudiments. So that tended to invalidate the read that was on that.

LRH: Hm?

LRH: Oh, all right. Now, okay. Now, on this level has anything been invalidated? Another invalidation?

PC: Can we try „feel that?“

PC: It seems like it almost came out on the list before on the Prehav Scale. I’m not sure whether it is or not. It got invalidated in favor of something else.

LRH: Yeah, put your cans down. All right, feel that bedspread. Okay. Feel that post. All right. Feel that desk. All right. Feel the arms of your chair. Okay. Feel your cans. All right. Put your cans in your lap. Squeeze the cans. Hey, your havingness came up. All right, that was the last command.

LRH: All right. On this level has anything been invalidated? I got another read here.

PC: Right.

PC: Well, I’m protesting the question now, I really don’t have…

LRH: Okay, is there anything you care to ask or say before I end this session?

LRH: Are you protesting.

PC: Thank you very much.

PC: Yes…

LRH: All right. Is it all right with you if I end this session now?

LRH: All right.

PC: Yes.

PC: … I am.

LRH: Okay. End of session.

LRH: Very good. On this level has anything been invalidated?

PC: Thank you.

PC: The rudiments! And invalidate!

LRH: All right, tell me I’m no longer auditing you. Hm?

LRH: All right, very good. On this level, has anything been invalidated? Anything been invalidated? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? Have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated?

PC: You’re not now auditing me.

Are you suppressing this now, or anything? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? Have you mainly not communicated? All right. Now, on this level, has anything been suppressed? On this level, has anything been suppressed? All right. What did you think of?

LRH: All right, very good.

PC: Oh, the buttons tend to suppress it because they’re going on and on and on and on and sort of a protest on the – on mid ruds.

Meter notes on this session: The session, as you noticed right there at the end, was spliced. Actually I ended the body of the session, the pc looked ARC broke, and I opened the body of the session again and for lack of tape, ran it back over the point where the session had been ended.

LRH: All right. On this level has anything been suppressed? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? Mainly not communicated? All right. That is to some degree still with us. Not communicated? All right. Anything been invalidated here? Mistake been made?

Now, the final test on the pc’s level was longer than it was actually shown on the tape – two-three minutes longer. But the significant fact is that the meter read practically not at all on any level anywhere, and they all went out, and the needle had to be cleaned up several times. And they would all go out, eventually, when the big mid ruds were put in on the levels. And „no communicate“ did produce some tone arm action, but this disappeared when the mid ruds were put in.

All right, here’s the other level that’s in. In this lifetime have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? That level is out. On this level has anything been suppressed? Yes?

The clue to the level „taken away“ came with the tremendous reads which were being given which – were gotten there on the mid rud questions. Mid rud questions were reading very tremendously. And when I finally checked it out and told the pc that it was her level, I got an immediate steep tone arm fall and a considerable look of relief on the pc and the level was reading very nicely. Read very, very well. But the clue was that it was reading extremely well on the big mid rud buttons. And so I knew it would eventually clean up and read, and so it did. The pc immediately began self-listing very happily on this level and considerably improved in state of mind, so this is obviously the level.

PC: Yes, I realized I was alter – ising it every time you said it. Not liked, I would think disliked.

I’m glad that I recorded this particular session because it exemplifies a problem which many auditors are going to run into. Never be dishonest and give the pc a level which doesn’t read very well and which doesn’t give a tone arm drop.

LRH: Oh, all right. On this level, has anything been suppressed? Another tick.

PC: I couldn’t think of what it was we got assessed out on the 3D Criss Cross line, on disliked.

LRH: Hm-hm. All right. On not liked, has anything been suppressed? All right, on not liked, has anything been invalidated? Okay. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? What have you got – what are you thinking about?

PC: I keep thinking that – I keep objecting to „not liked.“ You know? It’s disliked. You know?

LRH: You’re trying to alter – is this thing?

PC: Trying to alter – is it. But I suppose I can accept it as „not liked,“ and let it be „not liked,“ instead of trying to change it to disliked. But I would never say I not – liked something, you know.

LRH: I see, there’s a continuous protest on this level.

PC: Um!

LRH: Is that right?

PC: Um!

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? There’s a slight stick on disliked.

PC: I keep thinking, well, if it does assess out then I’ve already done a list on it, and I won’t have to do any listing.

LRH: Oh? Oh – yeah? All right. Good. In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Not liked? Not liked? All right. What gives with this level?

PC: I don’t know.

LRH: All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? On this has anything been suppressed? I didn’t get a read. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Not liked?

All right, on this level has anything been suppressed? On this level, has anything been protested? On this level, has anything been decided? All right.

In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Not liked? In this lifetime, have you mainly disliked? In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Got any thoughts about this level?

PC: No, just seems a bit derogatory – like in this lifetime, have you mainly not liked. It’s like I’ve been going around mainly not liking. You know?

LRH: Oh, you think it is critical?

PC: I think it’s a bit critical. Yes. You know?

LRH: All right. Very good. Thank you.

In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked? Have you mainly not liked? All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not liked?

All right. We’ll try the other level. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated?

All right. In this lifetime, have you mainly not communicated? All right. Not communicated is out and not liked is in.

All right. Just a minute. I’ll straighten this out. Why? You protesting the assessment?

PC: No. I just – I – I had a feeling like it would come out to be something that I wasn’t particularly interested in. You know. I could see myself getting a chain on when’s the last time you disliked or not liked – you know – cabbage or something like that.

LRH: I see. You’ve been thinking about this since we…

PC: No, I just thought of that.

LRH: All right.